there's nothing more memorable than strength

me being online for work at this hour is why i'm so happy with my professional life.

this post's title hits me where i live. for some reason, i feel that me being really strong about 'things' in life gives me some shred of satisfaction, yet i think it's actually more self-defeating than anything else but i'm not convinced that i could ever let it go, the strength that is. what would i have without it and would i still be me? i don't think so but this could be a good thing. if independence and freedom are tied to strength, i might literally dissolve from being stripped of everything i am. hmmm. i don't want to shed the strength. i like me.

i hate when you try to surf through the blogs with 'next blog' and people have crazy techno-transitions and activex shatt that effs your pc up when it launches. then it loads the page and it's in a language pack that i obviously don't have enabled. thanx for making my surf so easy and fun at 4am.