i'm waiting here for you in the state i'm in

i really wanna blog something meaningful here tonight but in lieu of recent events, i'm not going to do that. instead, i watered my flower beds, grilled some fish, took a long drive, and bought menthol lights. i paid $4.13 to enjoy 1 on my porch this evening and it was damn good. i'll have a cig twice a year when it's warranted. my friends, i earned it today. there's so much wrong with what went down, i can't really scratch the surface at this point so i won't even attempt it. honestly, things could be worse. i was able to put it all back into perspective. but, JR - guy who told on me - you'll feel my wrath one day. and.it.will.hurt.